Going back to April 15, 2005. One of the brightest days of our lives (my son and I). Finally after years of living in apartments, I was able to buy my first home. I did it as a single Mom. Proud and so excited.
The house was move in ready and was such a darling home, but you know you have to do things that make it yours.
Excitement was in the air.
June 8, 2005 the phone rings at 12:24 AM that my son, my only child had been in a car accident. So many emotions and thoughts rambling in my head as I called a friend to take me to the hospital, one block away.
What seemed like hours the doctor finally came it to tell me about his injuries and I abruptly stopped him, "I want to know how he is now and when can I see him?" the doctor, "Well. he's dead."
The next thing I knew they were lifting me up from the floor as I am screaming, mourning and falling so fast into a black hole with no way out.
Five years later I am still in that black hole. Desparately wanting to grasp onto something that will make all of this go away. Nothing is there....
My heart aches daily, it is so broken, but yet I must keep going. My "abnormal" normal life is so different than before. I am in a strange world with strange things all around me.
Today I want to share a slideshow I did for Dustin. Five years...seems like forever...how can I be living this life? I also have a website for him http://dustin-davis.memory-of.com/About.aspx
Help me to keep his memory alive....here is his slideshow...